Empty Space

The space between us is unbearable.
Nothing has ever torn us apart until this.
No more trust left in my soul.
I guess I was right, nothing will ever turn out.
How much longer must I wait?
My patience is running out, there is nothing that can be done.
Whats done is done. What's been said is said.
Now there is nothing left to do.

With You

When I'm with you, its as if nothing else in the world matters, but you and me. When i'm with you, time stands still so we can cherish the memory we're making. When I'm with you i lose all control, I can be who I want with you. Nothing else matters but you and I. When I see you, all that comes to mind is, I'm with you. Never felt like this before, I must have done something right to have been given the most fearful, nervous, and most incredible gift in the world. I get to spend the rest of my life with you.

Pretend

While sitting here underneath the stars, do you think we can pretend for just a little while that i'm the only one on your mind? Walking down the street with your hand in mine, lets pretend nothing else matters but this moment in time. As I walk alone in the hallways, I'll pretend your with me. As I walk down the aisle where you'll meet me, I'll pretend everything was alright. While I visit your grave, I'll pretend that you weren't taken from me. You were just temporarily taken. Until the day we meet again, in my heart is where i'll keep you.

Closer To You

Through thick and thin.
Shallow and deep.
You’ve always been there.
With your smart remarks
and flirtatious charm.
You have always been there.
Everyday im with you.
it brings me closer to you.
And brings you closer to my heart.

Dreams

What I look forward to every day is sleep. Then I can dream. Dream that all is right with the world, and you were real. In the place everything seems to be right. There is no fear, and no broken hearts. Love was everywhere, and for once I could be me. And this me, the real me was happier than I have ever beeb. Until the time came where I had to wake up, and realize that none of that was real, all of it was a figment of my imagination. But the thing that I hated to realize, was that there was no you.

Lies on Top of Lies

Everything that comes out of your mouth is a complete lie.
Either its a little white lie. Or it’s a whopper of a lie.
All I did was put my complete and utter trust into you.
And all I got from that was lies on top of lies.
Maybe one days you’ll actually tell a truth.
Until then I don’t want anything to do with you.
But, I’m coming back only to see how you’re doing,
I may stay awhile, I may even stay a day. But all I know is that when I leave
Nothing will be real. It will all be fake, and nothing will ever matter to you than yourself.
After we leave this fake world, where you actually care. We’ll go back to the world where I am all alone, and you don’t care about me.

Keep me Close.

If ever there is a dull time in your life.
If there is ever a time where you feel all alone.
When you are kicked down and can’t get back up.
That is when I’ll show up. I will always be there.
I will always be pickin you up. Never bringing you down.
I won’t always be around, but when the day comes when I leave this earth.
Keep me in your heart, and I will never leave.  No matter what.
Forever I will remain in your heart.

Lost in a Deep Abyss

Lost in a Deep Abyss
Stuck. This is what i am. Stuck, in a life full of misery and regret.
It’s as if a tidal wave is crashing down on my chest, making it hard to breath.
Everyday the wave gets bigger, and i keep sinking deeper. i’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss you.
Ever since you went away. This is the story of my life. A girl lost in a deep abyss waiting, longing for the one who started to drown her, to come back and help her resurface into the fake world where everything was right in the world, and she didn’t exist.