Ghosts

Nothing is ever as it seems.

I think I see another person, but it was just a ghost.

Let alone, in a dark place, with hopeless written on my face, is what you left me with.

Now it’s as people only see a ghost; as if they can see through me.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

They see that I too, had been left with nothing left.

No matter which way I stay or go you’re always there.

Like a ghost, I am haunted by you.

Everywhere I turn, you’re there.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

To be alone is the one thing I long for.

I made the mistake of going with a ghost, now all I can do is hope they won’t insist.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

These dark shadows all circled around me, more and more ever minute.

Closing in on my broken veil; they see that and want in.

There is nothing to do but sit, and hope they won’t insist.

In Your Eyes

In your eyes, is where I caught myself falling for you.
The look in your eyes whenever I catch you looking over at me, always brings me to my knees.
You're laugh, your smile, everything about you is worth falling over.
And while I thought it was impossible for you to feel the same way, I found that just by looking into my eyes, you fell too.
Everyday until I met you, I was going to give up on love, but right when you looked at me, I knew immediately, that I just needed to look harder, and well. It makes sense now.

Space Between Us

All this space around me closes in, whenever I'm around you.
Just one look, just one acknowledgment of my prescience, then I'd be satisfied.
I don't think you realize just how amazing you really are. How every imperfection you have seems to be perfect. Instead of knowing these things, tears take their toll upon you, leaving you feeling alone in this world. But trust me, if you take my hand and come with me along the one, I promise nothing bad will ever come to you, I won't let you feel alone ever again. The only thing that you will need to do first, is realize that I am closer to you than what you think.

Wading

Wading in still water, is like waiting for love.
You're not going anywhere, unless you move.
Setting yourself up can be scary, its a 50/50 chance that you'll find love, or get your heart broken.
But its the thrill that fuels your drive to keep you wanting to know who and when you just might fall for.
You did this from paddling in that still water you've grown accustomed to wade in.
You finally took the greatest risk of all; moving.

Big Leap

Standing next to the edge is quite thrilled seeking.
Looking down, it doesn't seem so far down.
Just one leap that's all it will take, to get you out of my mind.
This leap will end what I thought was life.
This one big leap, will save me from myself
I jumped. And the first thing that popped in my head, was you.

Limits

Falling, it’s a part of life
                   
       
                Every day, we fall, from disappointment

       
                                    Fall from guilt




                Then we stand up, and rid ourselves from our flaws.



We overcome our insecurities.

These Walls

These walls are the only thing keeping me from you.
I can feel it, and I know you feel it too.
The connection between us is unavoidable.
so let's not waste time. Lets get to the chase.
I'll be the cat, you be the mouse.
I could run to you forever.
There is nothing I have ever wanted more in my life.
So keep running, I will follow you where ever you go.
You and me. That's as simple as it gets.

This Place

This is our secret place, our hide away.
Here, I can't see you, but I can feel you.
You were here 10, 165 days.
I got to spend the last 730 days with you.
This is our place. The one place where I can talk to you.
This place where I can tell you how sorry I am for all I put you through.
Maybe one day, I could learn to forgive myself. As I hope you have forgiven me.
Until then, I will always be visiting this place, where we laid you to rest.

My Apology

If you could only see what I see looking through the glass,
Then you'd understand. Why I feel this way about you.
Bittersweet happiness is the richest kind.
The feeling of jealousy is nothing more than a feeling of guilt.
Because, you regret everything you had said and done to make them leave.
If you could only see, how much I truly care. Then maybe you'd come back.

The Secret

Behind these thin walls, is a secret. Hidden deep in the thin brick layers. Coated with a special paint to better protect this one secret. This is the only secret I have been trying to reveal my whole life. Maybe one day I will reveal this secret. The secret in telling me who I really am. The real me.

This Feeling

Complete and utter happiness. This is the feeling I get whenever I see you or hear your voice.
This feeling I get is indescribable. All I know about this feeling is that I never want it to go away.
I always want it to stay. It's like my own personal high. I never want it to end. So I'll continue have this feeling. Until the day comes, where you'll leave me once more, leaving me behind with a heart full of hate and a head full of regret.

Saved

These days, I spend most of them watching the rain fall from the sky.
These days, I conquer a fear I've had since i was little.
These days, I have began to love again.
Because of you, I have been saved.
I am no longer watching the rain fall down.
No, these days, I'm dancing in the rain.