Withdrawn

There is always a reason, to feel not good enough. This began just as i was withdrawn from everyones lives that i hold dearest to me heart. What went wrong? I couldn't bring myself to get an answer. Because either i knew the reason deep down, or i didnt care to know. Either way, i am still all lone. In my own thoughts, overthinking things that shouldnt have been set up for me to over think in the first place. Being alone is what i do best. Because that way, i can't ever feel the same pain i felt when you went away. I stand alone now, because i am the only person who i can trust. This way, i won't be set up for heart ache. It has all gone away. I am withdrawn feom the lives of those i held dearest to my heart. I guess what they say is true; there's always a reason, to feel not good enough.

Ghosts

Nothing is ever as it seems.

I think I see another person, but it was just a ghost.

Let alone, in a dark place, with hopeless written on my face, is what you left me with.

Now it’s as people only see a ghost; as if they can see through me.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

They see that I too, had been left with nothing left.

No matter which way I stay or go you’re always there.

Like a ghost, I am haunted by you.

Everywhere I turn, you’re there.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

To be alone is the one thing I long for.

I made the mistake of going with a ghost, now all I can do is hope they won’t insist.

There are ghosts; all around me. These things see through my transparency.

These dark shadows all circled around me, more and more ever minute.

Closing in on my broken veil; they see that and want in.

There is nothing to do but sit, and hope they won’t insist.

In Your Eyes

In your eyes, is where I caught myself falling for you.
The look in your eyes whenever I catch you looking over at me, always brings me to my knees.
You're laugh, your smile, everything about you is worth falling over.
And while I thought it was impossible for you to feel the same way, I found that just by looking into my eyes, you fell too.
Everyday until I met you, I was going to give up on love, but right when you looked at me, I knew immediately, that I just needed to look harder, and well. It makes sense now.

Space Between Us

All this space around me closes in, whenever I'm around you.
Just one look, just one acknowledgment of my prescience, then I'd be satisfied.
I don't think you realize just how amazing you really are. How every imperfection you have seems to be perfect. Instead of knowing these things, tears take their toll upon you, leaving you feeling alone in this world. But trust me, if you take my hand and come with me along the one, I promise nothing bad will ever come to you, I won't let you feel alone ever again. The only thing that you will need to do first, is realize that I am closer to you than what you think.

Wading

Wading in still water, is like waiting for love.
You're not going anywhere, unless you move.
Setting yourself up can be scary, its a 50/50 chance that you'll find love, or get your heart broken.
But its the thrill that fuels your drive to keep you wanting to know who and when you just might fall for.
You did this from paddling in that still water you've grown accustomed to wade in.
You finally took the greatest risk of all; moving.

Big Leap

Standing next to the edge is quite thrilled seeking.
Looking down, it doesn't seem so far down.
Just one leap that's all it will take, to get you out of my mind.
This leap will end what I thought was life.
This one big leap, will save me from myself
I jumped. And the first thing that popped in my head, was you.

Limits

Falling, it’s a part of life
                   
       
                Every day, we fall, from disappointment

       
                                    Fall from guilt




                Then we stand up, and rid ourselves from our flaws.



We overcome our insecurities.