Withdrawn

There is always a reason, to feel not good enough. This began just as i was withdrawn from everyones lives that i hold dearest to me heart. What went wrong? I couldn't bring myself to get an answer. Because either i knew the reason deep down, or i didnt care to know. Either way, i am still all lone. In my own thoughts, overthinking things that shouldnt have been set up for me to over think in the first place. Being alone is what i do best. Because that way, i can't ever feel the same pain i felt when you went away. I stand alone now, because i am the only person who i can trust. This way, i won't be set up for heart ache. It has all gone away. I am withdrawn feom the lives of those i held dearest to my heart. I guess what they say is true; there's always a reason, to feel not good enough.