Happiness

It's right outside my window. I want nothing more but to feel the absolute happiness I felt when you were still here. Now you're gone, and I never thought it would be this hard, but it is. Happiness seems so close yet so far away. Everything that i've always wanted, is just out of reach. Just to pass time, I pretend everything is okay, i'm happy, and you're still here. Maybe one day i'll wake up from this delusional state but until then, I'm going to stay in this world where everything seems to be okay.